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Jan. 31st, 2010 11:47 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
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Once again I have no one to give a rose to. Once again I will have to go through that day helping other people with their problems, and not fixing any of mine. Once again I will be faced with a holiday that means absolutely nothing to me, and find myself accomplishing nothing for my own sake. I am the perpetual party's host. I have absolutely no enjoyment while everyone around me has the time of their lives.
What did I dream of as a child?
Once again I have no one to give a rose to. Once again I will have to go through that day helping other people with their problems, and not fixing any of mine. Once again I will be faced with a holiday that means absolutely nothing to me, and find myself accomplishing nothing for my own sake. I am the perpetual party's host. I have absolutely no enjoyment while everyone around me has the time of their lives.
What did I dream of as a child?
